psa;
i am a shy roleplayer. messaging people first doesn’t come easy to me. i go to send someone a message and then my mind goes a million miles an hour; what if they don’t like my writing, what if they don’t even know who my muse is, what if they don’t like the fandom, what if they’re roleplaying with someone who roleplays the same muse, *rereads the rules 10000s times but still gets paranoid im brekaing a rule*, what if they aren’t following me, are the mutuals only, what if they don’t like the plot i have in mind.
and basically it fills me with so much nervousness and fear i just back away and continue to watch from afar.
this doesn’t mean i never message first, when i’m confident the person likes my writing style/blog i find approaching them a little bit easier.
this isn’t anything personal or me trying to be superior in any way. i am shy, have low confidence, and am very unsure of myself and my writing.
if i follow you and never message you, i’m sorry, i truly am. but i adore each and every one of you and love to see you all. if i had it my way i would speak and roleplay to all of you.
i hope you all can understand and forgive my unhealthy way of thinking (✿◠‿◠)
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Date Night
Within the shadow of the car, Syx bit his lower lip as he looked out to the door of the restaurant. Taking a deep breath, he reached out and took Harrison’s hand. He found himself trusting this blue man more than people he’d know for years. It should be scary, but all that blue skin just made his heart fill with warmth.
As he slid out of the car, he kept his chin up with a confident smile, “And you my cap-tive,” he drew out the word, “…audience.”
With a devilish grin he tried to ignore all the people around them, to focus just on Harrison the way he did Roxanne or Wayne during the game. He could feel the eye dancing over his back, but as long as there weren’t any unexpected noises or touches it wasn’t so bad.
“Alright!,” he bounced his eyebrows, “Let’s see these scientifically delectable cone-coctions,” as he started to the door he found he was still holding Harrison’s hand. A sudden bout of worry, the eyes on them, he nearly let his date’s fingers slip out of his suddenly slack fingers. Sucking in a breath, he closed his fingers around Harrison’s again.
Harrison gave Syx’s hand a tight squeeze before lacing their fingers together. Oh it was certainly cold enough that gloves would have been practical for himself as well, but he wanted this. He wanted to be able to feel blue fingers and send the little burst of reassurance along them. He’d known Syx would be nervous, hell, he was a little nervous. So he raised their clasped hands to his lips, placing a brief kiss on the back of his lover’s hand. It’s okay, he silently thought as he smiled patiently at the other blue man.
Then he was opening the door to the restaurant, a blessed wave of heat greeting them as they walked in.
“Ahhh, Mister Drake-Scott,” the maître d’ said with a gracious nod. “So glad you and your… companion will be joining us tonight. If you follow me, I have a private table arranged for you on the upper level.” He gestured for the pair to follow him up a staircase to a private table arranged on a balcony which gave a dramatic birds-eye view of the rest of the restaurant. Meanwhile wooden screens would keep all but the most dedicated of staring eyes at bay.
Syx relaxed a bit at the kiss to his fingers, but his back was too straight as he silently followed Harrison’s lead. Schooling his face, he gave off the best ‘don’t question me’ vibe he could manage given the situation and his own nerves. Companion. Don’t read into the tone of voice. The man means nothing, don’t question it. All the humans are just background. If he reminded himself enough, maybe it’d be true.
The scenery did wonders to distract him, though, as the walked through. He’d rarely ever been anywhere nearly so fancy and even when he had been to a nice place, it was nearly always in the back and mostly hidden. Never had he been a proper guest or treated with anything resembling respect from the norms. His eyes wide with wonder, he rubbernecked as the walked, ogling everything.
Once they were seated, he awed, “Okay… I think I can see the appeal to all the wood now and excessive lighting now.”
Little Fish Baby
“Ah!” Syx involuntarily shouted as the little fish baby came closer. He put his arms out to intercept it, “Hey, hey now.”
While trying to catch the toddler? in case he bolted, Syx missed Minion’s arrival. In his rough and bulky suit, his steps were loud and heavy as came up holding a coat he planned on forcing on his ward, “Please don’t tell me you found another dog, Sir.”
At first he goes still, eyes wide and staring at the being that had caught him like he wasn’t certain what to do. Heavy footsteps from behind, however, has him immediately squirming, the soft trilling louder now and sounding scared again.
Whatever the source of the new voice was, he wasn’t sure of it being a good one.
“Argh! Minion help!” Syx tried his best to contain the flailing child as he looked up in panic to Minion.
Minion’s eyes flew wide and dropping down he chided, “Careful Sir!”
Using the coat, he wrapped up the flailing child in the large folds of fabric, “Shhh, shhhh, we aren’t going to hurt you,” he tried to comfort.
Being wrapped up like this at first doesn’t help matters, struggling against the fabric and trying to get away from it. Disliking the feel of it against his skin. That Syx was actually continuing to talk, however, eventually gets his attention.
Even not understanding the words, the tone was clear, his squirming dying down long enough to try and muddle through to a meaning.
“Okay, okay, okay, scared? Yeah, you’re prolly scared,” Syx bit his lip, “I’ll let you down, just please don’t run. I wanna help, k?”
He looked up at Minion and down to the little child. His loyal fish made soothing motions towards the ground, his eyes wide and locked on the child. Slowly Syx sat the kid on the ground within the circle of his legs as he sat. Letting the jacket fall away, he whispered, “It’s okay. Safe, you’re safe. I wanna help.”
He really hoped he was helping…
Friendship Scribbles
Bell, after doodling on her own arm, grabs Lyn’s hand and continues the drawing of entwined tentacles up Lyn’s arm. The drawing joining blue hand to pink hand. Bell waggles an eyebrow at Lyn, her smirk accentuated by the drawn on mustache she’d given herself first.
@1000liveslived from here:
It was always an adventure hanging out with her closest friend, finding herself laughing freely in a manner that was a testament to just how relaxed she was around her and how much Lyn trusted Bell. Letting the blue woman grab her arm, she watched the path the marker took with a tilt of her head, ebony ears perking fully forward as she’s silent. Seeing what is finally finished, she didn’t stop her laughter, “Well well well, are ya tryin’ ta tell me somethin, Darlin?” She teased, looking up to Bell with a playful wink.
Bell bit her lip and ducked her head, a light lavender blush covering her cheeks. She’d meant to say something silly, but now nothing would come out. Squeezing her friend’s fingers she finally forced out a laugh, “Y-yeah, heh. We totally need to get matching tattoos. That’d be so fucking badass, right?”

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