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{{ I need a whole new engine for my car }}

{{ thank you guys you caring. *hugs you all* T-T god I don’t even know what to do but it really helps to know others care. 

The potential bill I was given was way more than I can justify paying (more than I have and more than I would take a loan for) so unless dad thinks he can replace the engine himself… I’m car shopping… again. I just need a break. God, I don’t feel like I’m enough of an adult for this. I can’t not have a car, but I just… I’m too autistic to handle this. I don’t know how else to put it and it sucks so fucking hard. I just went through this last year. I’m not ready. I’m not ready. ))