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Syx traced his fingers over Harrison’s hands as he whispered, “I… I smashed it… after I laid it… I couldn’t…. I couldn’t look at it…. and Minion wasn’t… he was outside… I was alone… and I just couldn’t… couldn’t.” 

He shuddered, he’d been to afraid to talk to his uncles. Minion had stayed out side getting supplies for their next big foray into being bad boys. Setting up a hang out for them. Warden had away on a trip of some kind. With out his Minion or his Daddy… it had been too much.

Harrison listened, not entirely sure he was understanding the details but suspecting that it had something to do with laying an egg.  Ever since Sheldon’s freak out over finding himself with one, Harrison had been silently thankful that his anatomy didn’t involve that particular quirk.   

“It’s all okay now,” Harrison said, trying to keep his voice soothing, letting go of one hand to cup Syx’s face and stroke his cheek with his thumb .  “You made it through and that’s what matters.  All of us….. we’re not meant to be alone, we’re not built for it.  And we all fall apart sometimes.”  

“No, what matters is that the rock spider is dead,” Syx half snarled, eyes closed tight, using prison slang for pedophile. He took a shuddering breath. Blue skin. Its what he’d always wanted to see and he’d killed it. Smashed the egg. He couldn’t have keep it. Not that monster’s child. But… but… if it had been a baby… if…. he sobbed softly, curling against Harrison as the guilt washed through him again. 

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Harrison files that all away.  Clearly the scars are not something he likes to have touched.  Noted.  He’s just glad Syx didn’t pull away completely.  

“Our people are survivors,” Harrison said softly, once more leaning in to rub foreheads.  He focused again on projecting feelings of safety and care.  No matter what had happened to him, he’d never tried to hurt himself….. well, not like that.  No, instead he had used meaningless sex and copious amounts of alcohol.  “I almost jumped off a 26th floor balcony once.  I was drunk, but I just couldn’t see a way out.”

Senses filled with caring and his fingers tangled, blue on blue, he found himself talking about it for the first time since he’d promised Minion he’d never do it again. He’d chased away every therapist Daddy had hired. Hid away from even the thought of it. Yet this man… Syx felt a long ago erected wall begin to crumble.

“I was fifteen,” he breathed out, barely a whisper.

Harrison listened, letting his head still against Syx’s own.  He still pressed against it though, wanting the other man to feel him there.  He didn’t say anything, not wanting to break the delicate moment.  

Syx traced his fingers over Harrison’s hands as he whispered, “I… I smashed it… after I laid it… I couldn’t…. I couldn’t look at it…. and Minion wasn’t… he was outside… I was alone… and I just couldn’t… couldn’t.” 

He shuddered, he’d been to afraid to talk to his uncles. Minion had stayed out side getting supplies for their next big foray into being bad boys. Setting up a hang out for them. Warden had away on a trip of some kind. With out his Minion or his Daddy… it had been too much.

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Harrison complied with a gentle nod, reaching for the finger tips to pull them off one by one.  Their nimble fingers brushed each other as they worked, mixing gloved and bare, but soon Syx’s ten long blue fingers were exposed.  Without asking permission, Harrison laced his fingers in with Syx’s.  He wove his moisturized and manicured hands in with Syx’s somewhat rougher ones, and held them up for the other blue man to see.  

“Looks good doesn’t it?” he asks, looking up at Syx with a soft grin.  “I’ve met a lot of people people in the last few years, but I never get tired of the sight of blue skin that isn’t my own.”

Syx rubbed his thumb over Harrison’s as he lightly squeezed the other blue man’s hands, a look of wonder on his face. In comparison to Harrison’s finely cared for hands his were rough with callouses and scars, but his nails were neatly trimmed and clean. Bringing their joined hands up he kissed each of Harrison’s knuckles, “Beautiful.”

Once more that slight blush crept across Harrison’s face.  That was exactly the kind of move he would normally make, and goddamn, it was odd to be on the receiving end of the gesture.  It was throwing him off to not be the one in control, to not be the one initiating the flirtatious comments and gestures.  It made him feel oddly vulnerable and more exposed than even his bare hands.

“I try,” he says, attempting to play off his awkward blush with a joke.  “It takes a lot of work to look this good.”  Meanwhile he turns their joined hands over, making visible several old scars on the wrist that he can’t ignore.  He traces one tiny line with the tip of his index finger.  “There’s beauty in survival as well,” he finally says, looking up into Syx’s eyes, curious to see what he would find.  “You’re not the only one of us with scars.”

Syx shivered almost violently as Harrison traced over the long healed self inflicted wounds. The skin had healed long ago, but they were still fresh in his mind. He jerked almost as if he would pull his hands away before going limp.

“Just keep fighting. When they knock you down, come back swinging,” he murmured, eyes nearly closed.

Harrison files that all away.  Clearly the scars are not something he likes to have touched.  Noted.  He’s just glad Syx didn’t pull away completely.  

“Our people are survivors,” Harrison said softly, once more leaning in to rub foreheads.  He focused again on projecting feelings of safety and care.  No matter what had happened to him, he’d never tried to hurt himself….. well, not like that.  No, instead he had used meaningless sex and copious amounts of alcohol.  “I almost jumped off a 26th floor balcony once.  I was drunk, but I just couldn’t see a way out.”

Senses filled with caring and his fingers tangled, blue on blue, he found himself talking about it for the first time since he’d promised Minion he’d never do it again. He’d chased away every therapist Daddy had hired. Hid away from even the thought of it. Yet this man… Syx felt a long ago erected wall begin to crumble.

“I was fifteen,” he breathed out, barely a whisper.

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Harrison just continued to rub their heads together, thinking quiet soothing thoughts.  It was almost like comforting Devin when he fussed.  Just a subtle soft feeling that everything would be okay, being pushed from blue person to blue person along instincts and ability honed over a millennia.  After a nice long nuzzle, he reaches up to kiss the other man right between his eyebrows.  

“I don’t do that to everyone who kidnaps me,” Harrison teases, trying to lighten the mood.  “Just so you know.”  

Syx let out a breathy laugh feeling soft and vulnerable, but like maybe that was okay right now, “And I’ve never crawled into a kidnappies lap before. Well not that I haven’t wanted to with Roxanne, but… no this is… this is far from a normal kidnapping.” 

He smoothed his hands over Harrison’s chest and shifted around to nuzzle softly into the man’s neck. He wanted something more though before they had to part ways. Leaning back he pulled as the buckle that held his glove on, he wanted skin contact. To touch blue skin with his hands. It was a sudden burning need. 

“Help me with the gloves,” his tone half way between a request and a command. 

Harrison complied with a gentle nod, reaching for the finger tips to pull them off one by one.  Their nimble fingers brushed each other as they worked, mixing gloved and bare, but soon Syx’s ten long blue fingers were exposed.  Without asking permission, Harrison laced his fingers in with Syx’s.  He wove his moisturized and manicured hands in with Syx’s somewhat rougher ones, and held them up for the other blue man to see.  

“Looks good doesn’t it?” he asks, looking up at Syx with a soft grin.  “I’ve met a lot of people people in the last few years, but I never get tired of the sight of blue skin that isn’t my own.”

Syx rubbed his thumb over Harrison’s as he lightly squeezed the other blue man’s hands, a look of wonder on his face. In comparison to Harrison’s finely cared for hands his were rough with callouses and scars, but his nails were neatly trimmed and clean. Bringing their joined hands up he kissed each of Harrison’s knuckles, “Beautiful.”

Once more that slight blush crept across Harrison’s face.  That was exactly the kind of move he would normally make, and goddamn, it was odd to be on the receiving end of the gesture.  It was throwing him off to not be the one in control, to not be the one initiating the flirtatious comments and gestures.  It made him feel oddly vulnerable and more exposed than even his bare hands.

“I try,” he says, attempting to play off his awkward blush with a joke.  “It takes a lot of work to look this good.”  Meanwhile he turns their joined hands over, making visible several old scars on the wrist that he can’t ignore.  He traces one tiny line with the tip of his index finger.  “There’s beauty in survival as well,” he finally says, looking up into Syx’s eyes, curious to see what he would find.  “You’re not the only one of us with scars.”

Syx shivered almost violently as Harrison traced over the long healed self inflicted wounds. The skin had healed long ago, but they were still fresh in his mind. He jerked almost as if he would pull his hands away before going limp.

“Just keep fighting. When they knock you down, come back swinging,” he murmured, eyes nearly closed.

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Harrison’s body instantly softened, letting go of some tension he wasn’t aware he had been holding.  

Syx might not call himself a hero, but that all sounded pretty heroic to him.   His hands unlock, and gently tug Syx’s head down.  But not for a kiss.  This time it is to nuzzle foreheads, a gesture of affection that he hopes will calm the tempest of emotions he can feel coming off the other blue man.   Ever since meeting Sheldon and sharing the intimate gesture, it seemed to come more easily to him.  

“I think that you are blue and brilliant and passionate.  And if anyone is going to be able to save Metro City from the things my husband can’t, it would be you,” Harrison replied, utterly sincere as he rubbed their foreheads together.

Syx made a soft choking noise as their head touched, feeling like a world of tension drained out of him. The touch bringing up blurry of memories of his baby years, those first few precious days. His shoulders shook in a quite sob. After his rant he felt drained and empty and weak. 

… and loved. Oh god how was it he needed this so badly?

He moved his head with Harrison’s rubbing back. He’d run out of words, but they didn’t seem to be needed right now.

Harrison just continued to rub their heads together, thinking quiet soothing thoughts.  It was almost like comforting Devin when he fussed.  Just a subtle soft feeling that everything would be okay, being pushed from blue person to blue person along instincts and ability honed over a millennia.  After a nice long nuzzle, he reaches up to kiss the other man right between his eyebrows.  

“I don’t do that to everyone who kidnaps me,” Harrison teases, trying to lighten the mood.  “Just so you know.”  

Syx let out a breathy laugh feeling soft and vulnerable, but like maybe that was okay right now, “And I’ve never crawled into a kidnappies lap before. Well not that I haven’t wanted to with Roxanne, but… no this is… this is far from a normal kidnapping.” 

He smoothed his hands over Harrison’s chest and shifted around to nuzzle softly into the man’s neck. He wanted something more though before they had to part ways. Leaning back he pulled as the buckle that held his glove on, he wanted skin contact. To touch blue skin with his hands. It was a sudden burning need. 

“Help me with the gloves,” his tone half way between a request and a command. 

Harrison complied with a gentle nod, reaching for the finger tips to pull them off one by one.  Their nimble fingers brushed each other as they worked, mixing gloved and bare, but soon Syx’s ten long blue fingers were exposed.  Without asking permission, Harrison laced his fingers in with Syx’s.  He wove his moisturized and manicured hands in with Syx’s somewhat rougher ones, and held them up for the other blue man to see.  

“Looks good doesn’t it?” he asks, looking up at Syx with a soft grin.  “I’ve met a lot of people people in the last few years, but I never get tired of the sight of blue skin that isn’t my own.”

Syx rubbed his thumb over Harrison’s as he lightly squeezed the other blue man’s hands, a look of wonder on his face. In comparison to Harrison’s finely cared for hands his were rough with callouses and scars, but his nails were neatly trimmed and clean. Bringing their joined hands up he kissed each of Harrison’s knuckles, “Beautiful.”

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Harrison’s body instantly softened, letting go of some tension he wasn’t aware he had been holding.  

Syx might not call himself a hero, but that all sounded pretty heroic to him.   His hands unlock, and gently tug Syx’s head down.  But not for a kiss.  This time it is to nuzzle foreheads, a gesture of affection that he hopes will calm the tempest of emotions he can feel coming off the other blue man.   Ever since meeting Sheldon and sharing the intimate gesture, it seemed to come more easily to him.  

“I think that you are blue and brilliant and passionate.  And if anyone is going to be able to save Metro City from the things my husband can’t, it would be you,” Harrison replied, utterly sincere as he rubbed their foreheads together.

Syx made a soft choking noise as their head touched, feeling like a world of tension drained out of him. The touch bringing up blurry of memories of his baby years, those first few precious days. His shoulders shook in a quite sob. After his rant he felt drained and empty and weak. 

… and loved. Oh god how was it he needed this so badly?

He moved his head with Harrison’s rubbing back. He’d run out of words, but they didn’t seem to be needed right now.

Harrison just continued to rub their heads together, thinking quiet soothing thoughts.  It was almost like comforting Devin when he fussed.  Just a subtle soft feeling that everything would be okay, being pushed from blue person to blue person along instincts and ability honed over a millennia.  After a nice long nuzzle, he reaches up to kiss the other man right between his eyebrows.  

“I don’t do that to everyone who kidnaps me,” Harrison teases, trying to lighten the mood.  “Just so you know.”  

Syx let out a breathy laugh feeling soft and vulnerable, but like maybe that was okay right now, “And I’ve never crawled into a kidnappies lap before. Well not that I haven’t wanted to with Roxanne, but… no this is… this is far from a normal kidnapping.” 

He smoothed his hands over Harrison’s chest and shifted around to nuzzle softly into the man’s neck. He wanted something more though before they had to part ways. Leaning back he pulled as the buckle that held his glove on, he wanted skin contact. To touch blue skin with his hands. It was a sudden burning need. 

“Help me with the gloves,” his tone half way between a request and a command. 

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Syx nodded, chewing his lip, “The game with Wayne is just a game. What I want Harrison, is to control my city again. To fix the issues that have made this city a corrupt hell whole. There is a reason I rhyme this city’s name with atrocity. Because it is one. I’ve lived on these streets. I’ve walked in its gutters. Been the trash in them. I’ve seen the shadows that the happy citizens long to ignore. That’s fine. They can stay blind and ignorant, but that doesn’t make the issues go away. They just fester and grow worse.” 

“I want the ghettos to not be hell. I want people off the street. I want poor families to be able to feed their kids. For the shop owners in my neighborhoods to not fear their safety from random violence and robberies. I want people to be able to sleep at night with out fear of hearing gun fire. For the hard drugs to be off the street. I don’t want to see bruises on the prostitutes and street workers. I don’t want to see men and women starving on the street because of what they look like, where they were born, or who they were in the past. It’s inhuman and cruel. I don’t want to see men rotting in prison for stupid crimes. Good men who will forever be branded as criminals because of one mistake. Men who have come back again and again not because they are bad men but because there is no life for them, no jobs for branded criminals, no apartments they can rent. The only life they can ever have is in a gang. I don’t want anyone to have to choose between eating and thievery,” he took a deep breath trying to calm the tide of his passionate rant.

“I am fully aware how hypocritical that sounds. I was recently asked why I wasn’t a hero. The simple answer is that heros can’t do shit. All they are is pretty figureheads that rescue people from big threats while the rot continues. The only way to control crime, is to control crime, and to fix the issues that make people turn to it in the first place,” his passion burned through him like a fire that would eat his mind. The need to fix the injustices.

He had done many horrible things over the years to facilitate his role as the shadowy Mr Blue, king pin of Metro City’s underworld. Over half his control had disappeared with the merged universes, the rest quickly falling to chaos with the new powers in the mix. What this city was now wasn’t something he recognized. Worse then he’d seen it in years. All his work in the shadows undone overnight. It made him feel half insane.

Harrison’s body instantly softened, letting go of some tension he wasn’t aware he had been holding.  

Syx might not call himself a hero, but that all sounded pretty heroic to him.   His hands unlock, and gently tug Syx’s head down.  But not for a kiss.  This time it is to nuzzle foreheads, a gesture of affection that he hopes will calm the tempest of emotions he can feel coming off the other blue man.   Ever since meeting Sheldon and sharing the intimate gesture, it seemed to come more easily to him.  

“I think that you are blue and brilliant and passionate.  And if anyone is going to be able to save Metro City from the things my husband can’t, it would be you,” Harrison replied, utterly sincere as he rubbed their foreheads together.

Syx made a soft choking noise as their head touched, feeling like a world of tension drained out of him. The touch bringing up blurry of memories of his baby years, those first few precious days. His shoulders shook in a quite sob. After his rant he felt drained and empty and weak. 

… and loved. Oh god how was it he needed this so badly?

He moved his head with Harrison’s rubbing back. He’d run out of words, but they didn’t seem to be needed right now.

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Syx chewed on his lower lip, it seemed this was going to require much more openness than he would generally offer. Rubbing his thumb over Harrison’s lips he debated if this was worth it. Worth exposing himself over. But then… everything was changing anyway… and this feeling… he couldn’t bare to deny himself this.

“My Wayne takes the safety of the city very seriously as well. So do I actually. We just have very different ideas about how to handle Metrocity,” he blew out a breath and stuck to the game, “There have only been three accidents in the decade I’ve been doing this,” he spoke softly, the deaths always weighed on his conscience. He had killed before and since, but those had all been pedophiles, rapists, serial killers, the world was a better place without them. Even then it was a last resort. These though… they’d been citizens, “Martin Anders, Susie McKnight, and Officer Brant Holmes. All early in my career. Anders and McKnight were teen runaways. They’d slept in the building I’d picked for the battle after I’d cleared it earlier that evening. It was winter and they were so cold the brain bots didn’t pick them up on the pre-battle scans…” he closed his eyes, no one had known they were there until long after the battle, “Officer Holmes got caught in an explosion.”

He let out a breath and continued honestly, “I take my battles very seriously. No one has gotten hurt since and we both abide by the time out rule during battle. Miss Ritchi has never suffered worse because of me than rope burn and once mild hypothermia.”

Harrison sat, quietly listening and mulling that over.  To his knowledge, no civilians had ever been killed in Wayne’s battles with his Megamind, though to be fair, he’d never actually asked either.  But if there would have been deaths, then he’s willing to bet that Wayne would have taken them as hard as Rapunzel’s.  He can also feel the sincerity behind Syx’s words, coupled with a not-insignificant amount of guilt.  It reminds him that the man in his lap really is a criminal, perhaps more so than any of the other Megaminds he’s known.  Does he really want to fuck someone with blood on his hands, no matter how accidental?  Then he thinks of his own accidents – a lab explosion at the first Megamind Inc HQ almost killed Minion and seriously injured several employees.  And what about the products that hadn’t worked as planned?  His first phone had a glitch that interfered with a certain kind of pacemaker and they hadn’t found that out until three people were dead.  He had paid off the families for their loss and had tightened product safety testing, but sometimes unforseen things happen….

“I think,” he finally said slowly and picking his words carefully, “that he’ll be less interested in your past and more interested in what you plan to do in this city from now on.  Metro is wonderful and I love that the dimensional rift has brought so many of our people together.  I can’t wait for you to meet Sheldon and Makk and ooh maybe even Vice and the kids….” he trailed off with an almost dreamy grin, having gotten distracted from the point.  Licking his lips, he refocused.  

“But the portals have brought a lot of instability here as well.  Magics, villains, demons, monsters, magic anons, and rogue scientists are something Wayne and I deal with on a regular basis.  A difference in how to handle the city is fine. As long as you’re serious about not putting innocent civilians at risk, it will go a long way towards convincing him that you aren’t a threat.”  

Syx nodded, chewing his lip, “The game with Wayne is just a game. What I want Harrison, is to control my city again. To fix the issues that have made this city a corrupt hell whole. There is a reason I rhyme this city’s name with atrocity. Because it is one. I’ve lived on these streets. I’ve walked in its gutters. Been the trash in them. I’ve seen the shadows that the happy citizens long to ignore. That’s fine. They can stay blind and ignorant, but that doesn’t make the issues go away. They just fester and grow worse.” 

“I want the ghettos to not be hell. I want people off the street. I want poor families to be able to feed their kids. For the shop owners in my neighborhoods to not fear their safety from random violence and robberies. I want people to be able to sleep at night with out fear of hearing gun fire. For the hard drugs to be off the street. I don’t want to see bruises on the prostitutes and street workers. I don’t want to see men and women starving on the street because of what they look like, where they were born, or who they were in the past. It’s inhuman and cruel. I don’t want to see men rotting in prison for stupid crimes. Good men who will forever be branded as criminals because of one mistake. Men who have come back again and again not because they are bad men but because there is no life for them, no jobs for branded criminals, no apartments they can rent. The only life they can ever have is in a gang. I don’t want anyone to have to choose between eating and thievery,” he took a deep breath trying to calm the tide of his passionate rant.

“I am fully aware how hypocritical that sounds. I was recently asked why I wasn’t a hero. The simple answer is that heros can’t do shit. All they are is pretty figureheads that rescue people from big threats while the rot continues. The only way to control crime, is to control crime, and to fix the issues that make people turn to it in the first place,” his passion burned through him like a fire that would eat his mind. The need to fix the injustices.

He had done many horrible things over the years to facilitate his role as the shadowy Mr Blue, king pin of Metro City’s underworld. Over half his control had disappeared with the merged universes, the rest quickly falling to chaos with the new powers in the mix. What this city was now wasn’t something he recognized. Worse then he’d seen it in years. All his work in the shadows undone overnight. It made him feel half insane.

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“Goooood,” Syx drawled out, “I prefer a challenge,” he licked his lips, it was so very hard to resist returning to their heated kissing. He couldn’t help but to ungulate his hips again, damn how he wanted this man.

Stroking Harrison’s jaw he continued, “So I’ll have to meet this mate of yours then, won’t I?” Another Wayne, that would be interesting, he wondered how different they’d be.

Oh ho ho ho, if Syx wanted a challenge, Harrison would certainly give him one. It would make it sweeter when he finally gave in.  He interlocked his fingers behind Syx’s neck and let the other man play with his jaw and beard.  

“Oh you’ll certainly have to meet him,” he chuckled, trying to imagine what his Wayne will make of such a different version of the Megamind he knows.  “I’m not sure what he’ll make of you though.  He probably will want to size you up as a threat before he can even think of anything sexual.  He loves the game with his Megamind, but he takes the safety of the city seriously,” he warns the other man.  “Don’t be surprised if it feels like a overprotective dad interrogating his daughter’s first date.”

Syx chewed on his lower lip, it seemed this was going to require much more openness than he would generally offer. Rubbing his thumb over Harrison’s lips he debated if this was worth it. Worth exposing himself over. But then… everything was changing anyway… and this feeling… he couldn’t bare to deny himself this.

“My Wayne takes the safety of the city very seriously as well. So do I actually. We just have very different ideas about how to handle Metrocity,” he blew out a breath and stuck to the game, “There have only been three accidents in the decade I’ve been doing this,” he spoke softly, the deaths always weighed on his conscience. He had killed before and since, but those had all been pedophiles, rapists, serial killers, the world was a better place without them. Even then it was a last resort. These though… they’d been citizens, “Martin Anders, Susie McKnight, and Officer Brant Holmes. All early in my career. Anders and McKnight were teen runaways. They’d slept in the building I’d picked for the battle after I’d cleared it earlier that evening. It was winter and they were so cold the brain bots didn’t pick them up on the pre-battle scans…” he closed his eyes, no one had known they were there until long after the battle, “Officer Holmes got caught in an explosion.”

He let out a breath and continued honestly, “I take my battles very seriously. No one has gotten hurt since and we both abide by the time out rule during battle. Miss Ritchi has never suffered worse because of me than rope burn and once mild hypothermia.”

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Normally talking about is anatomy would send him into awkwardness, but he was too turned on to care. Hearing that delightful gasp, he tugged again on Harrison’s ear before letting go and licking up the outer shell.

“Yes tentacle,” a tentacle that would not fit in his tight pants if he got any more excited. He rolled his hips again, not wanting to stop and very much wanting to know what the other man’s dick would taste like. He wrapped a arm behind Harrison, the spikes of his glove blunted but still pricking against his as Syx held him close, lips moving back to claim Harrison’s again. 

A shiver of delight passes through him.  He’s been so curious about Sheldon’s type of anatomy ever since the scan, and now that he might have the chance to explore for himself?  God the thought practically makes him cream his jeans.  And the cool metal of blunted spikes on the back of his neck is driving him just as crazy. The things he wants to do to this man and that he wants done to himself…..

It takes as much of his self-control as he can muster to finally pull his lips away.  And it takes even more to steady his hands on Syx’s shoulders and push him back a little so he can have space to think.  

“We need to stop,” he pants.  “I can’t…. I mean, I want to, but…. I need to draw a line here and no further until I talk to Wayne.”  He looks up, hoping Syx will understand.  As much as he wants this – and oh god does he want this – his husband comes first.  “I’m sorry to give you blue-er balls.”

Syx let himself be pushed back, eyes closed as he breathed. The smell of their arousal was nearly overwhelming. He shivered and nodded, finally looking into those green eyes so much like his one and yet in a person so very different. 

“Wet pants, just really uncomfortably wet pants,” he groaned, but he understood and really he wouldn’t have wanted any of his own clothing removed anyway, “I can always call my girl or Wayne for a booty call,” he shrugged, “But,” he took Harrison’s chin and kissed him once more before continuing, “I look forward round two, because oh how I want to claim you. Make you mine.” 

Like all of his loves and lovers whether he could have them or not, they were his. He wasn’t jealous and was more then willing to share. Harrison had just gotten himself placed in the villain’s heart beside the ranks of Roxanne, ‘Emma’, and Wayne.

Harrison raised an eyebrow.  He wasn’t entirely sure how or why his pants would be wet, but god was he eager to learn.  Part of him really wanted to reach down between Syx’s legs and start his education right now…. 

“Don’t assume it’s going to be easy,” he cautioned Syx with a mischievous grin.  Even back when he used to sub regularly, he always was a bossy bottom.  “I’m not one to be quickly claimed or tamed.“  He gives Syx a look that can only be interpreted as a challenge.  

“Goooood,” Syx drawled out, “I prefer a challenge,” he licked his lips, it was so very hard to resist returning to their heated kissing. He couldn’t help but to ungulate his hips again, damn how he wanted this man.

Stroking Harrison’s jaw he continued, “So I’ll have to meet this mate of yours then, won’t I?” Another Wayne, that would be interesting, he wondered how different they’d be.