{{ this is the week of shit finally arriving in the mail. And damn do I need this. My new fidget cube. Yay. }}
{{ cuz I’m on mobile this is easiest. XD @skyannaj I have more than you can see. Lol. I made a sword, a pickaxe, an axe, and a health heart. }}
{{ look who has their first functional binder!! 😀 }}
{{ I’m still struggling to get my brain back on track with the car things and all this new stress but I really miss you guys and I’m going to try and be on more this week. Just wish me strength because I feel out. }}
{{ thank you guys you caring. *hugs you all* T-T god I don’t even know what to do but it really helps to know others care.
The potential bill I was given was way more than I can justify paying (more than I have and more than I would take a loan for) so unless dad thinks he can replace the engine himself… I’m car shopping… again. I just need a break. God, I don’t feel like I’m enough of an adult for this. I can’t not have a car, but I just… I’m too autistic to handle this. I don’t know how else to put it and it sucks so fucking hard. I just went through this last year. I’m not ready. I’m not ready. ))
Yes, what they endured is absolutely a part of them, is a part of their past and an explanation to how and why they act as they do later in life. But you know what it doesn’t do? It doesn’t make it okay for you to make that ALL the character is. People are MORE than their abuse. The abuse doesn’t define a person’s entire being, doesn’t encompass everything that they are, and by you playing it as such is incredibly insulting.
Not only that, but by encouraging such behavior, by constantly putting them through horrible shit and PLAYING IT OUT is borderline sadistic and its gross. Angst is fine and dandy… everybody does it, everybody has angst that they place their muse through. BUT.
ANGST =/= ABUSE
Considering it as such is immensely insulting and demeaning.
{{ I’ve been super inactive on her due to car stress and worry. I’ve been playing with my faerie blog @mischievouscourtfae to keep my mood up, but I hope to be doing drafts on here tomorrow }}
{{ whelp, still more on the fae blog than anything, but I’m going to try and get more shit done today? We’ll see how it goes. Sleep is a thing that keeps not really happening correctly and I haven’t been getting full night sleeps. But I really want to get back to here. }}
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