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Syx knows he very likely has PTSD from the things heâs been through, his phobias becoming so severe at times, his fear causing him to shut down or fly into a rage… heâs been thinking more and more that maybe a therapist isnât really as ridiculous of an idea as heâs always assumed. Heâs called one several times now but always hung up when the line was picked up. His last experience with a psychologist hadnât been pleasant.Â
đ – Youâre one of my best friends
đŚ – Your blog is great
𥠖 Youâre pretty
đ – You make me smile
đ – I wanna get to know you better

{{ You guys make me so happy! ^_^ I love you too Dani! Youâre a dear friend. }}
Yeah technically the next tag on Good Morning Sunshine is to vamp not you
{{ I think i might be able to fix that if I but her url in as the person to track rather than leaving it blank. Either way the tracker is making my life easier so yaaaay! }}
[TXT: …what does this sort of outing require? ]
Send in a number, my character MUST answer honestly
19. Name someone youâve failed. What did you do wrong? How do they feel about you now?
âWarden…â

âI wasnât good enough. I never could be. All I was ever successful at was failing spectacularly and causing problems… so I just… stopped trying to be good. And it was great! If I wasnât playing their game then I could be left out or fail. But… that meant that I made him sad… and then the fights started… and I was just, so angry. He couldnât understand how I felt and instead of telling him… I pushed him away.â

âI miss him. My Daddy. But I know that I canât ever fix the damage I caused. He hates every life choice Iâve ever made and tells me so every time he sees me. But itâs still nice, that we can have that time together. Even if… even if heâll only ever be my warden now.â

Syx let out a soft gasp as his favorite captive kissed his neck. A hand moving to run up along Harriosnâs back, with a content moan.

Despite his lingering anxieties about being blue in public, Syx had to let out a happy little sigh, âThat sounds abe-soooo-lutely splendid.âÂ
HONESTY 8: What would your ideal lover be like?
âI want a person who can match me in wit, challenge me at every level, and still make me… feel like Iâm not worthless when Iâm at my weakest. Who can hold me when Iâm… soft.â
đ- the most embarrassing thing theyâve ever done
Once, early in his career, while he was building one of the first big Mechs, he trapped himself inside of the chassis. It was back when the brain bots were far less helpful and more like dog versions of Iron Manâs âdummyâ. Minion was out running errands and when he came back five hours later he found 4 bots playing by themselves and 2 trying to âhelp daddyâ (the rest had given up long ago). In their attempts to follow Syxâs muffled directions they had transformed the situation from âthe panel fell and I canât move it myselfâ to âIâm welded inside of this robot and these fuckers won’t even bring me water and Iâm certain Iâm now dyingâ. One bot was helpfully tormenting Syx by pouring water on the outside of the half-built robot and ruining the wiring.Â
When Minion finally freed his Sir, Syx refused to even talk about it and had the entire project scrapped. Whenever the incident is brought up, Minion has to suppress laughter under the duress of Syxâs death glares.Â