Bell bit her lip and looked at her hands clasped in her lap, “I’m sorry… sorry I always fuck it all up. Sorry I don’t care enough about the things you do. Sorry I can’t ever tell you how much I love you because it always turns into a fight when I go home. I wish I knew how to talk to you, but now so much time has passed that I don’t even know where to start. I just hope you know how much I do love you still, how much you mean to me. How much I miss you.”