Tag: asks

Flaws – Syx seems to have a massive nerd for control in most things outside of romantic or sexual contexts (and sometimes those too) from what I’ve seen? Which makes absolute sense considering the work that’s gone into fleshing out his past.

{{ It’s a big downfall because it tends to drive him insane because he gets so focused on all the little details and you can’t control people… plus people, especially humans, tend to surprise him all the time. But he does become an anxious thing when he feels out of control. }}

Destroy: What object would you erase from existence if given the opportunity?

{{ oh man… that’s a tough one if I limit myself to just things that are connected to me… *soft noise of indecision* old artwork. Really old. Like from when I was 5 or something. There was this thing we went to? It let you turn your kid’s drawings into plastic plates? Well…. dad had like a million of them made… and still has them. And loves to sneak them into my moving boxes occasionally for nostalgia and cuz he’s a jerk (in a good way) but they are so embarrassingly old and he never ever throws out our art. But of all the art he’s kept, that’s the worst. }}

Some more aimed at Syx. please? 💘 & 💙

💘: how does my muse act/react when they first realize that they had a crush on somebody?

Preening and shifting gears to himself in the best way. Not a very conscious decision on his part, he just very much wants them to like him back. So he redoubles on making his presentation flawless. This also can end up with him tripping over himself because he tries to do too many things at once, or lingering looks and seductive tones when he didn’t mean to give his feels away thus causing embarrassed blushes later. 

💙: how would my muse handle seeing their object of affection falling in love with someone else?

Pain. I don’t really know how he’ll react to it now that he if far more secure in the love he has in Anna… but when he thought Roxanne and Wayne had fallen for each other when he had a crush on both of them… he decided that it didn’t matter as long as he could still be in their life one way or another. If he could only have Wayne as a nemesis and Roxanne as a kidnappee… well at least he was still something to them. Still part of their lives. But he never would have fought for their love, as sure as he was that there was no way he could never have it. How could they ever love him after all? Granted he knows he was wrong about Wayne… though that still didn’t work out for different reasons. He still really doubts Roxanne could ever love him as he is. It hurts horribly, though less so now that he isn’t alone. Still… while he will never stand between Roxanne and her seeking love… he also doesn’t want to be out of her life either. Same with Wayne… though that fall out was horribly painful.