Letting out a shaky breath, Syx nodded. With as close as he’d pressed himself to his blue lover it mostly involved rubbing his face against Harrison’s, ❝I want that too.❞
He closed his eyes tightly, fingers grasping Harrison’s waist, ❝It’s stupid. This fucking fear that just won’t ever leave,❞ even knowing full well that Harrison understood and accepted it, he still opened his eyes and sought the matching green of his lover,
❝But I do want this. Want this with you.❞
Harrison reached up with both hands, cupping Syx’s cheeks and pulling his lover into a kiss. It’s loving and sweet, conveying both reassurance and devotion.
“I know lover, I know. I know its not a matter of want,” he says when their lips part, resting his forehead lightly against Syx’s own.. “Is there something I can do, to help you with this? You know I’ll do anything for my overlord.”
Letting his eyes fall shut blissfully, he relaxed against Harrison, lips just as soft and loving as he kissed back. Reaching up to cup his hand over Harrison’s he sighed, chewing his lower lip, ❝I don’t know… turn off my brain? Overthinking it just leaves me anxious. When I can prepare for what’s causing my anxiety, be active, it helps. But some things, like this, it just makes it worse.❞
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